after Daniel Henney

he's a nearly perfect guy. what else can I say?
the internet quotes said: he is wowing mostly female audiences. he's been added in lists of hotties. he has reached heartthrob status in Korea. there were also comments on his yummylicious body (yes, you'll find this phrase in the net) and innocent smile, clean cut features... oh..oh...! this guy surely makes lots of women drool:D

and I met him for three straight days. day and night, I saw not just his outside appearence, but also his attitude. how he react and answer to questions, his professionalism in working, his discipline in working out, how he carefully choose what he eat. Daniel Henney isn't just good looking, but also a nice and smart person.

soon after he left, I look back to my own life and divide it like daily horoscope. how's my career, money and love? well, I couldn't find either outstanding or dramatic achievement. it's been a mundane and ordinary life. I don't have a lover and the only war I waged was a fierce battle against acne, in which I haven't win yet. suddenly, I feel like a loser, an example of failure. do I really have no life?

I brought this unhappy and blue feeling around for a while before Nelly shake it out of my head. she said I should be grateful for everything I have. I was blessed with a happy family, decent job with a great bos, surrounded by bestfriends and most of all, I always have a roof over my head and I never being hungry no matter how poor I am. Nelly reminds me that I have to be grateful too, because I can help her, when she was unemployed and penniless.

still, I want to travel and see the world like Daniel does, or have enough money to buy all the things that I like. but then again, Nelly said:
"have you ever thinking that maybe, it's difficult for Daniel to find someone honest and true? a person who want to be with him unconditionally, without his fame or money?"

hmmm... I don't want to live in a haunted house like him, either.